Wednesday, January 18, 2006

barbie

so barbie, what shall we do today ? not to mention, we actually have a whole lot of revision to do that I have put off !! why are you downstairs watching vcds when we should be upstairs revising together ???? tomorow is going to be a horrid day for you if we leave all this undone !
and i will feel bad abt it too ........so,
upstairs, barbie !! its all my fault for surfing so much ................. apologies .................................

Monday, January 16, 2006

panti or less

what do you mean, MC , by saying that not wearing panties is so eighties ???? and so passe ???
what absolute rot .......... you probably dont wear any sometimes, but are somehow afraid of admitting the fact ! To me, NOT wearing panties is a glorious RIGHT. Especially if one is at home in a loose shift, who need ever know ?? not to mention it reduces all infections that thrive in warm damp conditions ............. so forget it MC, besides your grandma would be more likely to faint than to not wear HER underwear ......... so if you persist in keeping yours on , arent you more eighties grandma than otherwise ???! snort.

the future perfect tense

so you didnt come to see me yesterday ....... although you said you would .......... why ? I'll never really know will I ? I could guess ....... but would it be correct ? Strangely I dont care ....... because the yesterday I talk of, is actually many yesterdays ago ....... more than I can count ....... I was bewildered then, and hurt ........ why did I bother to get all dressed up for you , what a waste of my time ....... I first realised you werent going to show as the day wore on and my phone was strangely silent........... yes, that was the first little inkling I had that you werent going to show .......... after all ...... and despite all you had said. And, yes, in my heart, I was prepared, after all, to hear you say finally, ..... Honey, I'm sorry, but something's come up, could we make this another time ?? .........but there never will be another time, baby, ..........there never will be another time .............................................. and in fact, NOW is proof , that there never was ..........
Goodbye baby, ..... I never could say this to your face,......................................................................
........... but yes, goodbye, baby........................................, goodbye.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

what the f-ck

so, she said, you still cant forget her ? no, he said, she's all that i love & i'll wait forever, i'm sure if i wait long enough, things will work out, its a matter of having ENOUGH strength to WAIT it out........and i need you to lend/give me strength and courage .......and hold my hand er ..... while whispering hope. ( hey, now i get to be the fairy "whispering hope" !)

gee whiz, sigh, sorry.......well, I just dont have the time to wait it out while some person makes merry partying away, while i sit there waiting .......forget it. Thats just treating yourself stupidly . Are you waiting for that person to be sorry for you ? why are you sitting there like a loser ? you think she's gonna feel guilty ? and come back and say "sorry"? for if she does, she AND YOU will soon regret it ..... stop making her feel she's got to come back to you cause you're incapable of taking care of yourself, mentally & physically. If she comes back for this reason, you're gonna be sorry real soon. yeah, he said, but she DOESNT know that i feel mentally incapacitated! so your argument is wrong! oh yeah? so now you enjoy suffering in silence? oh, you dont know what else to do ? i mean i can understand you suffering nobly for a couple of yrs, but THREE or is it going to be FOUR YEARS now that she's been cool to you, and still you sigh and moan and can barely get thru the day ! yeah, yeah, you've heard all this b4, and you're now tuning out .....
....... yeah, yeah, i'm very impatient nowadays......... perhaps because i've got better things not to mention LOADS of things to do that are still undone and have NO time to sit here by Messenger listening to your moans & sad reflections ! ........ yeah, yeah, now you make me feel so cruel to cut you short like that ( gee whiz .... I'm tearing my hair out now, moan!!!) ............ yeah, yeah, goodbye, you're never going to seek my help everagain ......( what a relief....... albeit tinged with regret & guilt ) ........ perhaps now i'll have time to get some urgent things done ! and i mean URGENT!! so sorry and all that ...... but my time is limited by this CUT sign, see ? CUT not laughing ? so so sorry ........ assy ...... no, no, surely you didnt hear me call you ass-inine ? oh you did ? well, we live and learn ................... so what did you learn ??..... no no, not heartless me.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

strange

so you dont message me anymore .......so what,
so You have left this country ........so what,
and as for Yu, I cant quite understand why all feeling for yu suddenly fled ! .... that was the strangest thing of all........ one minute this, the next hour, gone ........ stress ? who knows? not me ........ I've been puzzling this out for the longest time........... Q, .... not that I care either, just curious..............