As for today's rapid post , well its mainly to lay a curse on SZ. Hey come on, I never could say this to her face, you know that .................. so here is my only way of saying it.
Curse you SZ for what you did to me ....... for the lies you acted out for me.................. for the lies you spoke to me .............. for the hugs which were untrue ............... for the words you said, which actually meant so little to you ...............what an idiot I was to ever have believed in them and you.................. how quickly you fled when you found that I was getting better marks than you ........ yes, isnt that strange ? ............ you asked to see my report book ......then you compared my marks with yours, then you said ........." you're too good for me........"................. then from that moment on, you made a decision not to be my friend again EVER ........ I didnt see it coming ............. I thought we were still friends ....... till the next yr began ........ how could you have left me for such a strange thing ..........Better Marks ?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ................
you cruel creature, what has better marks to do with our friendship ?????? .......... perhaps I ought to know ........ perhaps its like what has better looks to do with friendship. Would I ever have tried to be friends with anyone way prettier than me ?? No, I would have been too jealous and feel inferior in her shadow .................. so perhaps this is why you didnt want to be friends with me ?? Were you truly jealous of my better marks ?? ............. hmmmmm this is truly the first time I have ever thought this far ............ before I wrote all this out, I always got stymied at the screaming wound that your name brought to me ........................... yes, how could you have left me ............ you fool, I wish I could give you one tight SLAP !!! SLAP !!! take that !!!!
posted by angel @ 5:36 AM
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